Thursday, October 9, 2008

Sara

Yesterday I was informed that a person who was very special to me passed away on Monday. This was completely unexpected. I have not experienced a loss this close in a long time.
Last night was torture. I tried to sleep, but I think I woke-up just about every hour on the hour thinking about her; trying to adjust to the fact that she left so suddenly.
Today, I felt like I was wondering in a daze, going through the motions. The warm weather of 78 degrees in October only added to my feeling of overall discomfort. I want these days ahead to pass quickly.
This evening, I don't know if I have it in me to properly prepare something for tomorrow's memorial. Basically, I'm still in shock and my brain feels too cloudy and cluttered.
So, just in case I don't get to say what I need to tomorrow...
Sara
Elegant
Graceful
Intelligent
Vibrant
Logical
Strong
Reserved
Kind
Generous
You will be missed

3 comments:

Kristin said...

Oh, Cyndy!! I am so very sorry to hear this. I am sending you many well wishes and hugs and wishing you find the comfort that you need. I am here for you, across the miles..should you need anything at all...Please take care.

Jenn said...

again, hugs during this tough time!! you always have a friend here!! thank you for your support and for also helping me to see past the fog. lots of love. xo.

DarkerShadeOfLight said...

So sorry to hear girly. Hope the best for you through all the sadness you must be feeling. Miss you and Love you always.
Arlene